renegadefuzz

so... I find myself in a tricky situation. I have my best friend. Then there is a boy who she recently went through a lot of drama with. She's kinda fallen for him, but she hated him afterwards for a time and now she's kinda ok with him again, and getting back to that point. She and he are kinda perfect for each other, but horrible for each other at the same time. If anything, the sex is good between them.

So what does one do when the guy (who's techinically not "with" her) says that he'd take care of me for a night or two? He's a dom and he's picked up that I need a night or two of "stress relief". Even though I just would say I've gotten some of the best goddamn sex of my life in the last two weeks, he's picked up that I'm not going to get it again, and now I know what I want. He tells me I need to figure out what my friendship is with her and then let him know because he'd like a night or two with me cause I'm his kinda girl (aka good curvy northern woman who's a bit sub.. he's known it all along even though I've not told him).

I kinda feel like I need to tell him to f-off and that I won't fuck over my bestie. I don't want to cause drama and I know she's got her thing with him. But at the same time he's like the perfect man and I damn well know he's fucking awesome in bed (according to my best friend).

I should just tell him to f-off. I really am not the type to fuck over my friends. I'm not going to do anything.

But damn... sometimes I wish I could get laid by a specimen like that on a day to day basis... and denying the offer almost hurts inside.

So yeah. I need to stick with those guns who say "chicks before dicks", right?

Yeah. I'm going to stick with that. *sigh*