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renegadefuzz

Stoughton, WI

Member Since 2005

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Saturday Dec 10, 2005

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so there are times when I just feel empty. I've no real way to describe it. I just don't know what to do or how to feel... I just feel like something is missing.

I had a discussion with a friend, well, a guy who wants to be more than friends. He asked me why I wouldn't. I told him I was afraid... afraid of commitment, afraid of relationships, afraid of getting hurt. He tried to tell me how I was cutting chances out of my life because I said no. He tried to tell me that my life would be more fulfilled with someone else in it. I thought that what I was supposed to be working on was realising that the exact opposite was true. That I don't need anyone else to make my life happy. I told him this, and he started in on how I'd just continue being lonely and depressed and my life wouldn't change.. it would be at an irrefutable and unending stasis.

I don't want that. But I don't know if I'm ready yet.

but I'm getting very tired of being alone.
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iggy_koopa:
give it some time think about it then if your ready give it shot...if you get hurt then learn from it...thats my advice i guess...but make sure its who you want to give it a shot with
Dec 10, 2005
iggy_koopa:
i might stay...but just cause you asked so nice tongue ill probably just start copy and pasting my blogs from myspace since i update on there somewhat often now
Dec 11, 2005

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