renegadefuzz

so being ditched once because he had to work, well, that's ok. At least it seemed ok. We talked later on that night for almost 4 hours, so really.. it didn't seem all that bad, or like it was purposely happening. But then being ditched a second night, with no call, no talking, no response, no answer on his cell phone. Well... that calls to question whether or not he actually wants to go out.

and makes me feel like a total shyte.



*edited on Oct 10, 2005, 2:19 a.m.*

So apparently he fell asleep about 10 o'clock last night, and never woke up when I called. Do I trust him and give him another chance? I want to... but does that make me a doormat? I actually like this one...

my back really hurts... went out to the 90s tonight. That was a good time, lots of fun dancing with gay boys-- but by the end of the evening my girlie shoes had made me lose circulation in my toes, so I went home, and now I've a horrible sore spot in my lower back.. not happy....