I would just like to say that I don't think I can be happy with anything (I'm taking this as a very humorous train of thought right now). So I was waiting until I was done with everything, right? Safe in WI, able to lounge about all day, nothing to have to worry about, not even make my own food... and ya know what? I'm...
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yeah.... still sorta feeling like nothing I'm doing is going to work. Don't know why. Perhaps I'm going through another crash? I was hoping that this wouldn't happen until I'm safely in WI with nothing to do anymore, except I'm supposed to be pretty well packed and have a final paper done by noonish tomorrow.
t-minus 10 hours and 42 minutes.
and what am I...
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t-minus 10 hours and 42 minutes.
and what am I...
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l7rules:
i know that feeling 
hope your feeling bette
hope your feeling bette
today I feel crushed. I thought everything was going to work out. I thought I'd be able to get the money that I owe to the sorority and the money I need for formal. But no. Apparently the pay check that I'm supposed to have received on the 30th of last month (aka the first paycheck I've received in a *very* long time) isn't there....
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nish1:
You're not a failure. Its the bastards that messed up your paycheck that are at fault.
Make yourself heard and give them hell.
Make yourself heard and give them hell.
graycen:
Gray
Gray
KABOOM
Get it right
Get it right now
Get it right
Do it good
Get it right now
KABOOM
Get it right
Get it right now
Get it right
Do it good
Get it right now
Oh lets bomb the factory
That makes all the wannabes
Lets burst all the bubbles
That brainwash the masses
(Chorus)
As far as I can tell
It doesn't matter...
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Get it right
Get it right now
Get it right
Do it good
Get it right now
KABOOM
Get it right
Get it right now
Get it right
Do it good
Get it right now
Oh lets bomb the factory
That makes all the wannabes
Lets burst all the bubbles
That brainwash the masses
(Chorus)
As far as I can tell
It doesn't matter...
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met someone.... and all I can say is this:
*swoon*
yeah. I'm a dork. g'night all.
*swoon*
yeah. I'm a dork. g'night all.
l7rules:
Congrats!!!!! I'm jealous!!
I'm jealous!!
oxy:
awww....thats great 
sometimes I'm confused. sometimes I really have no idea what's going on. especially with boys, but mostly with my life. sometimes I just want to scream and tear my hair out...
ugh. I don't know what to do. I'm just sent mixed messages and all sorts of drama. Sometimes I create my own drama for fun. Sadly.. I've found someone I'd stick to for a...
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ugh. I don't know what to do. I'm just sent mixed messages and all sorts of drama. Sometimes I create my own drama for fun. Sadly.. I've found someone I'd stick to for a...
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iggy_koopa:
well i hope it works out for ya 
l7rules:
i like the new profile pic
why nnot stick with him for awhile then? sounds good to me
i like the new profile pic
why nnot stick with him for awhile then? sounds good to me
so yeah... I've been losing weight because of the show, right? You'd figure that running your ass off for about 5 hours a night and hardly eating a thing would do that to you... well, I have exciting news. Today I required a clean pair of jeans... all of my jeans were dirty, so out of randomness I grabbed an old pair, as my jeans...
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l7rules:
that is so great!! congratulations!!!! 
graycen:
YAY! That is WONDERFUL! It feels good doesn't it?
Just make sure you do like iggy_koopa said... if you are cutting back calorie wise just make sure what you are eating is good. Your body needs to fuel itself! If you are busy running around, make sure you have a quick/handy snack in case you get hungry! Some of my favorites are: Low Fat cheese sticks and an apple, Luna or South Beach bars, pretzel rods, make your own trail mix with assorted seeds and nuts, multigrain cheerios, mini marshmallows & Peanut butter/ chocolate chips.)
I'm so proud of you!
*kiss*
Gray
[Edited on May 01, 2006 12:09PM]
Just make sure you do like iggy_koopa said... if you are cutting back calorie wise just make sure what you are eating is good. Your body needs to fuel itself! If you are busy running around, make sure you have a quick/handy snack in case you get hungry! Some of my favorites are: Low Fat cheese sticks and an apple, Luna or South Beach bars, pretzel rods, make your own trail mix with assorted seeds and nuts, multigrain cheerios, mini marshmallows & Peanut butter/ chocolate chips.)
I'm so proud of you!
*kiss*
Gray
[Edited on May 01, 2006 12:09PM]
hmmm... let's see here.. I'm jealous of a friend.
Not for any bad reasons.
Just because she's happy. She's finally made good decisions in her life and she's on her way to getting what she wants, and in the meanwhile, she's happy. I'm working on that as well, and I'm in a similar boat, but I find myself coming up wanting from time to time....
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Not for any bad reasons.
Just because she's happy. She's finally made good decisions in her life and she's on her way to getting what she wants, and in the meanwhile, she's happy. I'm working on that as well, and I'm in a similar boat, but I find myself coming up wanting from time to time....
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cinemonk:
Things will solve themselves! It takes time...
l7rules:
I know what your feeling im trying to get myself in the right direction as your friend is, hopefully more action will take place next week for me rather than the waiting around ive been geting this week. now that i have a direction i want to start heading that way and NOW!!! LOL
I agree with your friend your young and very pretty just give it some time itll work itself out. i know those words dont help at all. anyone saying it takes time is just irritating i understand. ufortunatly thats usually the only solution. but the good news is that you are you. and thats a very good thing
I agree with your friend your young and very pretty just give it some time itll work itself out. i know those words dont help at all. anyone saying it takes time is just irritating i understand. ufortunatly thats usually the only solution. but the good news is that you are you. and thats a very good thing
sorry I've been a fan of being poetic recently. I suppose spring inspires me. I've read some of the poetry that I've written recently to friends and they just tell me how dark it really is when you think of the images and thoughts behind it. I've thought about them and just have been interested at how often I bring up concrete. Why? I don't...
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cecelia:
we have something in common....hometowns are in 'scony, moved to the twin cities.
i graduated with someone who grew up in stoughton, then moved to my town.
just wanted to drop by and say hi, i was looking around for TC people
i graduated with someone who grew up in stoughton, then moved to my town.
just wanted to drop by and say hi, i was looking around for TC people
graycen:
I LOVE the TUK polka-dotted slingbacks! Maybe I'll buy a pair for you and a pair for me *grinning* That way I can rationalize buying MORE shoes! *chuckle* I'm also addicted to skulls lately and I adore the red and gray striped skull sweater! One for you....one for me too!
Gray
Gray
there are some times that I find
myself thinking of him. Sitting
on the porch, the heat of my
drink caressing my face, staring at
the cracks in the concrete. Slowly,
smoke from the cigarette drifts
towards the sky, a lit ash falls
lazily to the ground, and I
wonder. The blue paint is chipping
off of the old worn wood beneath
my feet. What...
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myself thinking of him. Sitting
on the porch, the heat of my
drink caressing my face, staring at
the cracks in the concrete. Slowly,
smoke from the cigarette drifts
towards the sky, a lit ash falls
lazily to the ground, and I
wonder. The blue paint is chipping
off of the old worn wood beneath
my feet. What...
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l7rules:
I love your writing!!
He defintily thinks of you probably more than youll ever know
He defintily thinks of you probably more than youll ever know
graycen:
Aspects of life will always ebb and flow...
Are those 2 poems new? If so keep writing...they are wonderful!! There ARE good things that can come out of your "mood."
Take Care...
Wuv,
Gray
Are those 2 poems new? If so keep writing...they are wonderful!! There ARE good things that can come out of your "mood."
Take Care...
Wuv,
Gray
my day has been long.
my day has been hard.
but I feel like a good person today. I did a lot of volunteer hours, and I donated blood as well. I feel like I get my good person bonus points today. I saved three lives! yay!
***
the sky is blue
and blood is red
and random words spill
out of my head
the...
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my day has been hard.
but I feel like a good person today. I did a lot of volunteer hours, and I donated blood as well. I feel like I get my good person bonus points today. I saved three lives! yay!
***
the sky is blue
and blood is red
and random words spill
out of my head
the...
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l7rules:
its a a good poem though
yeah... my life is about fan-fricken-tastic right now.
yeah.. did I mention I'm happy?
I know this doesn't happen too often, but life is the way it is. I went to a bar tonight (btw.. I'm back in madison area pretending I'm a local...) and a good number of people came up to me acting as if they really remembered me.
I felt amused.
either...
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yeah.. did I mention I'm happy?
I know this doesn't happen too often, but life is the way it is. I went to a bar tonight (btw.. I'm back in madison area pretending I'm a local...) and a good number of people came up to me acting as if they really remembered me.
I felt amused.
either...
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iggy_koopa:
glad to hear your happy
l7rules:
that kicks ass!
that kicks ass!
Kisses