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holy crap man. Someone bought me a gift subscription...

anyone know who my secret admirer is?



Missed you guys!

wow. been a while.

anyway.. winter in wisconsin sucks.

love being able to go to SF for mini holidays though.

Ok. Newest plan of the life. This one rocks, btw.

School - Fall '08, SFSU (applying)

Intended Major - Fashion Design and Fashion Merchandising
(mostly Merchandising and such... not so much design, although that's the reason I'll be able to get through it.)

Intended Fundage - Loans
(but with a bonus that the instant I show Mum a diploma she'll write the check to pay...
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it's been 6 months. go us.

I love it.

Dan = boy of my dreams.

should have realised it earlier.. kinda did, never did anything about it.

dumb fuzzy. smarter now.

So here I am, at Dan's, having quite the moment. Since it's about 11pm and I've been drinking beer since about 5pm, I have the worst case of hiccups in the world and little idea of what topic I'm actually blogging about. Either way, I'm hiccupping away and typing as I sit here, so here it goes. I've fairly at peace with a grand majority...
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yaaaaay!

I'm currently in SF now. Hanging out with the boy. Went to see the ocean and walked all the way through Golden Gate park. Then today I climbed half a mountain. Well, technically it has two twin peaks and I climbed up one of them. There's only a foot difference between the two heights, so I call it fair. Tonight is cable cars and...
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So here I am, a bit through summer and realising some things. I've grown up a lot. Or at least like to think that I have. I took my mall job that I had and worked hard at it, deciding that instead of slacking when I came to an easier store, I'd insist that everyone actually work at standard, instead of me taking the easier...
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So the boy has left for Cali.

After we watched 5th element and I passed out on his futon last night, he finished up packing, and then came and curled up with me. We've decided that we actually do want to stay together and work through this whole distance thing. I really rather like him, and don't want to give him up, and he's now...
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oh awkward, awkward things.

So I was recently given a pet. Well, it was one of those "look, I found you a new friend" things, and I was like "New friend! I'll keep forever!" My boy gave me a turtle that he found while we were at his lake cabin. Turtle (he has no real name, as we don't know if it's a he or...
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yay for being back in stoton.

Yeah, it's wierd, but whatever. I'm having fun. Either way...


Yeah. This is my "Hello, I'm home and I'm drunk" post.

love you all, especially Oceana.

What a long, strange trip it's been...
Current mood: anxious

Four years.
Two schools.
Six rooms.
Countless classes.
Five jobs.
Seven "best friends".
Many bottles of liquor.
Numerous boys.
Over 160 lbs of weight fluxuation.
At least 10 nights when I woke up the next morning confused.
Three heartbreaks.
A few suicide attempts.

One way out.

I'm coming home. It will be weird, and I'll...
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