weeeeeee.... so I might have some new pics to post sometime... or not.. I dunno yet... I'm debating... maybe I'll just give them to Iggy...
I get to go to a play this weekend (dunno which yet, so don't ask.. lol), and I've got someone bringing over Spirited Away so I can watch it on Sat. I'm very excited.. should be fun.
was super fun...
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I get to go to a play this weekend (dunno which yet, so don't ask.. lol), and I've got someone bringing over Spirited Away so I can watch it on Sat. I'm very excited.. should be fun.
was super fun...
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sapphire777:
spirited away! loves it. noface (no face?) is my prince.
iggy_koopa:
awwwww thank you 
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starfior:
You're welcome.
oceana_____:
NO KARAOKE FOR US 
!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didnt know you lost 5lbs -- that is GREAT. I had lost some weight but after two days with you and being in saint paul i probably gained it all back (hehe)!!!!! Oh well
!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didnt know you lost 5lbs -- that is GREAT. I had lost some weight but after two days with you and being in saint paul i probably gained it all back (hehe)!!!!! Oh wellYAY! So I'm home now (as in MN again, not WI). I'm happily chilling with my sorority kitty, (Squishie) who is super cute and I'll have to post a pic of her later. I got a pretty new book of plays compliments of my beautiful Mummy (oh how I luvs her). megan1123 is coming to visit tonight and crashing with me for a few days.....
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meta:
I swear I just listened to that Savage Garden cd for the first time in like three years yesterday.
it's better than most assholes give it credit for.
it's better than most assholes give it credit for.
graycen:
*YAY*
Doing the Happy Dance with y'all!
It's nice to hear you smile!
wuv,wuv
Gray
Doing the Happy Dance with y'all!
It's nice to hear you smile!
wuv,wuv
Gray
So people hold onto different things because they're afraid of something new. No matter what they give up. It's less an attachment to the thing they're giving up.. more of the fear of something new.. a level of comfort perhaps? But then what if the new is more comfortable? What if it fits better than before? Then the fear is eliminated. The previous is abandoned...
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l7rules:
woo hoo new profile pic 
oceana_____:
I AM COMING BACK!!!!!!!!
I'll stay away
Don't have to face this
It's my mistake
And no one's business
I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again
He's in my way
And no surprises
It's been a day
Somehow survived it
Still I am trying not to want to hurt him
Trying not to start this up again
It's the last...
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l7rules:
uh oh you breakin hearts again??? i dont know who sings this one either 
renegadefuzz:
Diana Anaid
Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out
And I wished for things that I don't need
(All I wanted)
And what I chased won't set me free
(All I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees
Oh, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Everything's...
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And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out
And I wished for things that I don't need
(All I wanted)
And what I chased won't set me free
(All I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees
Oh, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Everything's...
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l7rules:
mmm who sings that song??
renegadefuzz:
It's by the Goo Goo Dolls.
When your day is long and the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts, sometimes ...
Sometimes everything is wrong,
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go (hold on)...
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The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts, sometimes ...
Sometimes everything is wrong,
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go (hold on)...
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you ever been so lonely that your chest actually hurt?
and for all you egotistical people out there (or one specifically) that does not mean I'm lonely because of you.
I've come to realise that my life is pretty empty.
I have friends who talk and chat with me, but when they go out they're all "Ok Ellen, cya later! bye!" and leave. They don't...
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and for all you egotistical people out there (or one specifically) that does not mean I'm lonely because of you.
I've come to realise that my life is pretty empty.
I have friends who talk and chat with me, but when they go out they're all "Ok Ellen, cya later! bye!" and leave. They don't...
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l7rules:
my chest doesnt hurt just my head. i dunno the answer to that. make new friends the others dont seem to be. I love you 
I suppose that doesnt help much huh?poop. how is medication going to help this situation??? I would say they're busy. right. cause who woludnt wanna hangout with you? your like cool and stuff
I suppose that doesnt help much huh?poop. how is medication going to help this situation??? I would say they're busy. right. cause who woludnt wanna hangout with you? your like cool and stuff So I'm super excited about going home. I talked to my morning boss and she says it's fine if I stay until Tuesday, and therefore miss my morning shift that day.. YAY! And on friday, neither of my bosses will be in... so I have'll no supervision... rock on.
This weekend should be fun.. all my boys wanna hang out with me, and I've been...
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whitewidow:
Love the new pic!!!! And the hair looks awsome
Kisses
And the hair looks awsome
Kisses
iggy_koopa:
yay for joy 
I've been talking to some old friends recently and thinking how my life has changed, how my views have changed, and pretty much how everything has changed... I'm not sure what to do anymore. I'm excited about going home, and I know I've got friends there who want to see me, and that makes me happy....
my pretty much permanently single life now has got...
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l7rules:
how long are you going to be home??? are you going to WI??? Are you not going to be on SG while your at home???(hope not)
oceana_____:
Hello deary, I am not quite sure what you all meant with your post in my journal but it made me laugh (mental picutre of you dancing on the tables at work ) So we need to do something to rekindle the spirit within you -- lets see I will have to ponder this for a little while. I do have a couple of ideas that might work, but I think for the most part we just have to make you realize what kind of power you have as a single, hot and sexy almost 21 year old . I think we are gonna have to do some hard core clubbin (what beeter way to make you feel super sexy then going dancing and having hot boys drag you onto the dance floor). I will keep thinking of ideas though, and i will keep you up to date as the pop into my little head!!!!!! Okay well i gotta get to bed cause i am uber tired. night hun!!!!
) So we need to do something to rekindle the spirit within you -- lets see I will have to ponder this for a little while. I do have a couple of ideas that might work, but I think for the most part we just have to make you realize what kind of power you have as a single, hot and sexy almost 21 year old . I think we are gonna have to do some hard core clubbin (what beeter way to make you feel super sexy then going dancing and having hot boys drag you onto the dance floor). I will keep thinking of ideas though, and i will keep you up to date as the pop into my little head!!!!!! Okay well i gotta get to bed cause i am uber tired. night hun!!!!So I woke up at 6:15am today. After going to bed at 2:30... sheesh.. it was just too hot to sleep... so sticky... I've been playing on my computer since then... and debating if I should take a shower or go back to sleep and then take a shower before work at 9am. I just don't know what to do. Oh well... I think I'll...
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l7rules:
it sounds kinda weird but those nights that are so hot you can't sleep. get an ice pack and put it on your head while your laying in bed trying to sleep. this works great for me
the visuals your journal entries have been giving me latley have been very nice thank you
the visuals your journal entries have been giving me latley have been very nice thank you
iggy_koopa:
just go watch the rain then...thats the best thing to do...
so last night I went to my first SG party... it was fun.. I was a little stupid and shy, but all in all- good people.. Hell, if they put up with me being all stupid then it's ok, right? I guess it was just weird cause I didn't really know anyone except Frank and Dooblecain, and that's well, because they live next door...
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l7rules:
mmmm new hair mmm pretty new picturesmmmmm 
mmm pretty new picturesmmmmm
oceana_____:
So you went to an SG party, sweet, where was it at? Well life in northern WI still sucks, but oh well, what can ya do?? Talk to ya later chica!!!