hahahaha my mom said Billy (the dog) threw up today. I asked what he threw up and she said apricot pits. hahaha. He's been eating apricots off the ground from the backyard. That's sooo funny. She said he puked up at least 7 of them under her desk. I'm glad my animal is easy to clean up after. She's too adorable, I love her bunches. She's the greatest hamster ever. She's so docile and friendly I can always pick her up and cuddle her and she doesn't try to scamper away. She doesn't poop on me all the time either like the mice did!
Soooooo the day before yesterday I was so fucking depressed. I don't know why, I was just blah. I figured going back to work would help and I think it did. Just staying in bed hiding from the world all day is never good. But then again when I don't work I have no reason to wake up. I have no purpose. I guess it was good to work again, a lot of people were surprised/happy to see me so that was kinda nice I guess. I just hate standing there in a hair net all day. It's mainly the hairnet. *shakes fist* I need a different job. I wish Costo wasn't haters against CDS. Oh if you didn't know, CDS is the company that does the demos in Costco. I work for CDS. It was just a super easy job to get in November and I haven't looked anywhere else really. So maybe I should, job hunting fucking sucks tho. And filling out the same shit on applications. Blah.
My mom and I are going to some pool party for this Albuquerque internet meetup group. It sounds awesome to me cuz there will be cheeseburgers and beer. When she first told me I didn't care cuz she wanted me to stop drinking but I haven't drank in a week! That's a long time coming from me. It's hard. I like to drink and get drunk. Yeah I'm an alcoholic, I took this survey on the AA site and answered 1 or more questions "Yes" so I'm an alcoholic. I always prefered the term "drunk"
Seriously tho I talked to Matt at work yesterday about all that and I was like WHAT THE FUCK ELSE IS THERE TO DO HERE BESIDES GET DRUNK!?!? He agreed. I'm 24 I can do what I want my mom just was worried and wanted me to stop so I did since I live with her and she's happy when I do what she wants sometimes.
But yeah I told her I'm gonna drink a lot of beer. I didn't ask her, I told her. YEAH THAT'S WHAT I TOLD THE BITCH!!!
I think the main thing I've been depressed about is Kenny. I don't so much miss him but I miss him being around. It was nice to have someone else in the house besides me and my mom. He got along well with her and that made her happy and I had fun hanging around him but drunk Kenny is not a pretty thing. I just hope he's not festering in jail for 45 days hating us. Whatever. Kbye, hope everyone is having a pleasant weekend
Soooooo the day before yesterday I was so fucking depressed. I don't know why, I was just blah. I figured going back to work would help and I think it did. Just staying in bed hiding from the world all day is never good. But then again when I don't work I have no reason to wake up. I have no purpose. I guess it was good to work again, a lot of people were surprised/happy to see me so that was kinda nice I guess. I just hate standing there in a hair net all day. It's mainly the hairnet. *shakes fist* I need a different job. I wish Costo wasn't haters against CDS. Oh if you didn't know, CDS is the company that does the demos in Costco. I work for CDS. It was just a super easy job to get in November and I haven't looked anywhere else really. So maybe I should, job hunting fucking sucks tho. And filling out the same shit on applications. Blah.
My mom and I are going to some pool party for this Albuquerque internet meetup group. It sounds awesome to me cuz there will be cheeseburgers and beer. When she first told me I didn't care cuz she wanted me to stop drinking but I haven't drank in a week! That's a long time coming from me. It's hard. I like to drink and get drunk. Yeah I'm an alcoholic, I took this survey on the AA site and answered 1 or more questions "Yes" so I'm an alcoholic. I always prefered the term "drunk"
Seriously tho I talked to Matt at work yesterday about all that and I was like WHAT THE FUCK ELSE IS THERE TO DO HERE BESIDES GET DRUNK!?!? He agreed. I'm 24 I can do what I want my mom just was worried and wanted me to stop so I did since I live with her and she's happy when I do what she wants sometimes.
But yeah I told her I'm gonna drink a lot of beer. I didn't ask her, I told her. YEAH THAT'S WHAT I TOLD THE BITCH!!!
I think the main thing I've been depressed about is Kenny. I don't so much miss him but I miss him being around. It was nice to have someone else in the house besides me and my mom. He got along well with her and that made her happy and I had fun hanging around him but drunk Kenny is not a pretty thing. I just hope he's not festering in jail for 45 days hating us. Whatever. Kbye, hope everyone is having a pleasant weekend
speshelly hamtaro