reneemarie

I wish I never had to come home from Seattle. The day after I get back all hell breaks loose. My best friend goes off his fucking rocker drunk as hell. I don't know what brought it on but he was screaming at me to let him out of my car in the middle of no where so I fucking did. He calls my mom at 5AM saying I was trying to KILL him. I was happy before this!! We just hung out with Britney at the carwash and were being silly and having a good time. He makes up all this unbelievable bullshit about me saying he's gonna sue me and shit. Then later he comes WITH THE COPS to get his stuff because he was afraid I would hurt him or my mom would shoot him. A big built 27 year old baby boy. My mom said the cops were so embarrassed about having to escort him to a little old ladies house.

At least he's going to jail in less than a week. I'm glad he's going and CAN'T drink for 45 days. His sister is cool and my mom called her earlier and she said he gets like that and always has, he has no control and isn't aware of his actions. He thinks he is always right and everyone else is doing the wrong thing.

So just in a snap I lost my best friend in the world who I loved more than anyone. He did so much for me. He was my fucking hero. I miss him so fucking much. I miss Callie. My life just went to shit in less than 24 hours. My mom is going insane because he didn't finish the yard work she hired him to do in the first place. I'm pretending not to care I just miss him being here and I miss his hugs and kisses and his love. I'm not gonna call him even tho I want to. I hope he calls me before he goes to jail. I just have no clue what I did to make him so upset. Seriously, no fucking clue.