reneemarie

Ok I'm gonna copy this after I write it just cuz I might get fucked over again. Dammit I don't even remember what I wrote but both times were pretty long updates! *shakes fist*

So today I woke up at like 6AM all hyper singing Primus' "Too Many Puppies" cuz Jess has 3 dogs that were all jumpin around and I was already in a great giddy mood from all the hot sex we had all night into the morning Yes my dry spell has ended!! Holy crap, I don't wanna get into details because I need to calm down and go to bed soon. Seriously tho, wow. I hope he didn't just wanna hit it and quit it cuz I think I will be disappointed with anyone I have sex with besides him from now on lol.

So besides that, my mom was being a major cunt all day and fucking pissing me off. I swept and Swiffer'd the kitchen floor then she IM'd me saying how dirty it was. WTF?!? She was like "I just got a rag and washed the whole floor all over again. Then she wanted me to Swiffer it again. SERIOUSLY OMGWTFBBQ?!?!? So I did listening to my iPod, btw Foreigner's Juke Box Hero is a good song to Swiffer to anyways she finally told me the floor looked beautiful so I pleased the evil queen

I have an appt. with my psych in the morning cuz I missed 3 days of work getting drunk. We'll call that an "episode". Plus I've been hurting myself a lot on purpose lately because of fucking rage and agitation. Not like wah wah emo cutting I cut myself to feel alive bullshit, just I dunno it helps when I'm fucking mad. And I'm just weird like that and like pain. So I've been taking a lot of extra xanax to fucking deal with all the bullshit around me.

the end. Oh yeah here's a macro I made that makes me laugh a lot