**is ther such a thing as numb rage**
My life as i know it is over.......
I took the biggest gamble of my whole life, and i have lost in the most horrible way ever.....
So, the prologue is that i've been dating the same girl for nearly six years and doing the whole "love" thing. it hasn't been easy as she's been very needy and problematic, but i love her today as...
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I took the biggest gamble of my whole life, and i have lost in the most horrible way ever.....
So, the prologue is that i've been dating the same girl for nearly six years and doing the whole "love" thing. it hasn't been easy as she's been very needy and problematic, but i love her today as...
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corkscrew:
Ergh. Girls.
I live about an hour from there, so I wouldn't be of any help, but I just wanted to let you know that you're not really a bastard, and I hope you find a place because I'm sure you're a valuable asset to Hollywood.
I live about an hour from there, so I wouldn't be of any help, but I just wanted to let you know that you're not really a bastard, and I hope you find a place because I'm sure you're a valuable asset to Hollywood.
thejuanupsman:
huh fear of something like this is what kept me from taking a chance with my ex best friend. Deep down i think I was always sure she would screw me over. But I will never know because she got tired opf waiting. I think you can get screwed either way. dont know anything about LA but i hope things get better
So, i'm not doing too great. I'm in that mood where i really wish i could just erase all traces of my existence off the face of the planet.
Things have just been absolute shit for me, i'm finding it impossible to trust even my closest of friends, i hate being right (espescially when people call me a prick for predicting how shit would go...
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Things have just been absolute shit for me, i'm finding it impossible to trust even my closest of friends, i hate being right (espescially when people call me a prick for predicting how shit would go...
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erikawithak:
(as cliche as it sounds) i hope you feel better
A new feeling today!!! You know, that one you get in your stomache when you head down the street to the store and realize there's a police helicopter with it's searchlight trained a block and a half down the street and you can't stop thinking about what kind of people they put those lights on and why did i leave the house without any sharp...
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erikawithak:
oh you would make a pretty little hostage wouldnt you?
yes being half mexican does count.
and i'd help you out with your booty call problem but i dont think you could call it a booty call if i'm typing it out. booty comment?
yes being half mexican does count.
erikawithak:
time for that quiz
Today: Work
Yesterday: Work
Tomorrow: Work
i'm living the Hollywood Dream!
Yesterday: Work
Tomorrow: Work
i'm living the Hollywood Dream!
erikawithak:
hey i ended up not going to the myspace thing or else i would have looked for you and said hi. did you have fun?
hey i requested to add you to my friends list on myspace. if you say no i'll cry...for days
[Edited on May 16, 2004 6:57PM]
hey i requested to add you to my friends list on myspace. if you say no i'll cry...for days
[Edited on May 16, 2004 6:57PM]
Yay, let's hear it for working 5am-10am. Ugh. I hate mornings. You go to the store after work and people are like, "Good morning," even though it's my nighttime and i want to correct them and say, "Fuck off
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Myspace party friday. I think i might do that. I need to meet people.
I was thinking that i haven't had a cold in a...
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Myspace party friday. I think i might do that. I need to meet people.
I was thinking that i haven't had a cold in a...
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erikawithak:
you going to the myspace party? hmmmm
mornings suck that's why i sleep until noon
mornings suck that's why i sleep until noon
erikawithak:
thinking about going but no one wants to go with me, but then i guess the point is to meet people and not just hang out with the ones i already know
Dr Phil fucking sucks!!! So my roommate had been getting me all jazzed because today these couples in trouble were going to slap eachother! So i watched and right toward the end they line up and he's hollering at them to make sure they slap them so they know it, and wham! he stops them and tells them to hug. What a fucking ripoff!!! No...
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danika:
I hate it when people make you watch shit like that,, like that stupid ass show Friends,, I could have gone my whole life feeling good I never watched a single episode,,, but NOOO,, I'm feeling sick..
Yay! I rode the Metro Rail for the first time in my whole life today! And i got to see some police a-hole-ality.
Hey, guess what? Tomorrow is Phil Slap Day!!! My roommate watches Dr. Phil and tomorrow Phil's gonna make couples in trouble slap eachother!
This week is dragging with the knowledge that i have to work from 5-10am. I fucking hate mornings. I...
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Hey, guess what? Tomorrow is Phil Slap Day!!! My roommate watches Dr. Phil and tomorrow Phil's gonna make couples in trouble slap eachother!
This week is dragging with the knowledge that i have to work from 5-10am. I fucking hate mornings. I...
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surlyclown:
I rode Metro-Rail for the first time last year to go to E3. I'm going to do it again this year too. It avoids all the hassles of parking and traffic...it's surprisingly clean and actual feels like you're in a different city altogether. Until the next big quake of course...then it will be your metal coffin.
You ever get in that mood where you wish someone bad would threaten you so you could head butt them? Yeah, me neither.
Can you win the lottery if you never even play? I hope so. It would be nice if someone just showed up at my house with a check.
So that's me right now. Lots of questions, no answers. Stress is eating my...
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Can you win the lottery if you never even play? I hope so. It would be nice if someone just showed up at my house with a check.
So that's me right now. Lots of questions, no answers. Stress is eating my...
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surlyclown:
Sorry we didn't get a chance to talk more, but it was nice to meet you in person.
Cheers!
Cheers!
erikawithak:
well if i want to be a classy bitch, i eat chicken flavored Ramen
CLASSY
Yay! Payday! Why am i still broke?
I miss living in Eugene where you can just walk to almost any bar in town, and crawl home.
Where are all the good men dead? in the heart, or in the head? Can't it be both? If there's one thing working at a movie theater when titanic came out (which meant cleaning to Celine Dion 4-6 times...
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I miss living in Eugene where you can just walk to almost any bar in town, and crawl home.
Where are all the good men dead? in the heart, or in the head? Can't it be both? If there's one thing working at a movie theater when titanic came out (which meant cleaning to Celine Dion 4-6 times...
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danika:
Arooooogah,, hows that?
erikawithak:
i miss paydays, they used to be so nice. now i get to beg my parents for money for groceries
i rather starve
sorry about you having to listen to that celine dion song so much
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sorry about you having to listen to that celine dion song so much
[Edited on May 07, 2004 6:41PM]