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Yay! Day off.

it's funny that whenever i use this profile pic of my favoritist goodwill tshirt ever, no one takes notice of me; i'm, like, hillbilly trash all of the sudden. well fuck you guys, i love country music!!! ok, none of the new shit, just old stuff like Hank Williams, Cash, Slim Whitman...

also, if you try to call me on my cell...
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erikawithak:
i've seen that shirt in person! I'M BACK!!!!
hotcurry:
hee hee. Well, cello is a bit more dignified than the instrument I played in school... the baritone sax. Yep, pretty damn ladylike. I played alto for 5 years before switching to baritone. I think I just liked shiny things at that age and the bigger the better. That damn thing had to be almost as tall as I was.
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now...the waiting. i hate that period of time after an audition or dropping off an application for a cool job where you just wait for the phone to ring, all the while retracing your steps in your head about all the ways you could have done better... frown confused puke

"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours."
-from...
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erikawithak:
i've done that so much lately. for some reason my damn phone never rings, i'm still waiting. confused
still stuck in AZ! frown
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Ha ha ha ha....if i fake laugh enough can i convince myself i'm happy?

so audition time today...i hate this shit. i don't like people, yet i crave their attention and validation.

but some good news, i smooched a girl last night...finally. yay! biggrin
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erikawithak:
randy, i'm still stuck in Arizona!!!!!!!!!! puke but i need to be home tomorrow for an interview
erikawithak:
mad i won't be able to make it back in time for my interview, it would have been a great job, i'm frustrated.
by the way congratulations on the smooch kiss
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hey, randy is doing an open mic at the laugh factory in west hollywood at 7ish, so if you want to go, i have free tix so call me...

also, randy promises that if he becomes famous, such eccentricities as speaking in the third person will cease...

however, such extremism as groupie six-ways will begin...

and if you see me tonight, you can say you...
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hotcurry:
Congrats! Have a great show tonight.
surlyclown:
Hope you had a great set! Thanks for the birthday wishes and that vunderbar pic! smile
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"i'm waiting to be impreshed"
from the LXG trailer (i never saw the movie)

so much work in the lab to do. i asked at the beginning of summer if i could have the part time shift with occasional extra hours. "there won't be any extra hours. in fact we might send you home early all the time" i've been working every night between 10-14...
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danika:
Your killing yourself there,, seriously. frown
hotcurry:
Isn't Hollywood grand? tongue Sorry to hear about your terrible hours. But yes, I am lucky to have a new friend such as yourself. You're very clever indeed.
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so this cute girl walked past me talking to some dude, except they were speaking in some foreign language and it got me thinking how hot it would be to have sex with someone when neither understands a word the other was saying, as opposed to understanding quite well when she says, "Hey, buddy! That's fifty bucks extra.!"

So surprise, surprise. More weird shit; must...
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Ihave this feeling in my gut that circus tigers and elephants must get just before they turn on their trainers; that "why do i put up with this shit?" feeling.

i'm sorta depressed, but not in that gothy "my world is pain, pain is hate, hate is love" way. more like i woke up at 4 am last nite in a...
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danika:
That's why I don't read the news any more... It sucks here huh, maybe it will get better, I hope.. kiss
rendo:
so this cute girl walked past me talking to some dude, except they were speaking in some foreign language and it got me thinking how hot it would be to have sex with someone when neither understands a word the other was saying, as opposed to understanding quite well when she says, "Hey, buddy! That's fifty bucks extra.!"

So surprise, surprise. More weird shit; must mean i'm at work again. surreal
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i sang rock n' roll karaoke last night...i love being on stage. i sang "these boots are made for walking" and a gay man threw his boots on stage...i don't know why guys flip out when gay men hit on them, to me it's the best compliment ever. afterwords i drank...a lot. i didn't say it would be an interesting story.
surlyclown:
I don't know...I thought it was a pretty interesting story. Of course had you put ON his boots...that would have been a great capper.

I shall say 'hello' to Vegas for you. And if that involves me throwing up on it...so be it.
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I'm in a mood...i'm not really sure if it's a good mood or a bad mood, but it's definitely a mood. It could be that i'm in a lack of mood that i'm misinterpreting as a mood. Work could soon drive me insane, i think...

I worry that if i could kill people with my brain, i wouldn't be able to stop it...

See what...
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corkscrew:
...delivers?
rendo:
i sang rock n' roll karaoke last night...i love being on stage. i sang "these boots are made for walking" and a gay man threw his boots on stage...i don't know why guys flip out when gay men hit on them, to me it's the best compliment ever. afterwords i drank...a lot. i didn't say it would be an interesting story.
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Some moments i treasure:

The look on the christian protester's face at the Marilyn Manson concert as he ran, bible in hand, away from a bunch of "scary goths."

The terrified scream from the 5 year old girls during the Studio Tour here at Universal Studios when she saw what i thought was a very unconvincing Jaws pop out of the water at her.

Waiting...
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surlyclown:
Hey, did you go on that frickin Mummy thing yet? How is it? What is it? Is there a chance innocent strangers could be killed accidentally?
erikawithak:
como estas randy?