Ihave this feeling in my gut that circus tigers and elephants must get just before they turn on their trainers; that "why do i put up with this shit?" feeling.
i'm sorta depressed, but not in that gothy "my world is pain, pain is hate, hate is love" way. more like i woke up at 4 am last nite in a panic attack when i realized:
a. i'm 25 and have no discernable career
b. i give love to those who don't love back
c. i moved a thousand miles away from my friends
d. i like lists a little too much
i suppose it wasn't the smartest thing to go watch Farenheit 9/11 the day after my brother leaves for boot camp before heading to Iraq.
i'm sorta depressed, but not in that gothy "my world is pain, pain is hate, hate is love" way. more like i woke up at 4 am last nite in a panic attack when i realized:
a. i'm 25 and have no discernable career
b. i give love to those who don't love back
c. i moved a thousand miles away from my friends
d. i like lists a little too much
i suppose it wasn't the smartest thing to go watch Farenheit 9/11 the day after my brother leaves for boot camp before heading to Iraq.
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So surprise, surprise. More weird shit; must mean i'm at work again.