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So...yesterday i got on the rail to go to universal to get watch a movie, but as the train approached i thought, "i've never been downtown, might as well see how far this fucker goes."

it was strange. the crowd really changes the farther you go. i remember pulling into Union Station and looking around the car thinking, "i'm the only white person in here. wait a minute, i'm not white either. holy shit! there's no white people"

not that i'm obsessed with race, just aware. i used to change schools a lot and i remember looking at my new classroom thinking, "holy shit, it's all white kids! this could be trouble"

anyways, downtown was depressing. it smelled like piss and shit. homeless people lying around everywhere, not even bothering to ask you for money. just miserable fucking poverty all topped off with a nice view of the skyscrapers where men and women who have never had a real financial concern in their life continue their ignorant existence, pissing and moaning about how unfair life is.

it's people like the ones downtown and in other countries that always kept me from getting too depressed. really, if they can go on and even be happy, then i better start appreciating the shit i have just a little bit more.

anyways, if you read the whole thing, thanks. if you didn't, well...i don't usually read long shit either, so i only hate you slightly.