Saturday Mar 19, 2005

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Ever get that feeling in your life when someting big is about to happen? You know, some sudden change that will change the path of your life for good or bad? I really need to experience that feeling soon. So far work still sucks and I haven't really gotten any leads for future employment or education. I guess on the flip side of things, my expenses are in order, I have a roof over my head, and my car works.

Complacency is no reason to continue on my path, though. I've already written my letter of resignation, so now all I have to do is pick a time to submit it. I like my employers, so I don't want to screw them over, but I also have to have a life made by my decisions, not the chaotic schedule of work-related travel.

Implementation is the key here. I have a tendency to be non-confrentational, so I'll endure being taken advantage of instead of fighting for a change in the system. Unfortunately, I have hit my limit. Quiet Remyx has now begun to be the sqeaky wheel in need of oil. This helped me on Thursday, otherwise I would not have been able to attend the awesome SGArkansas event. But this small action on behalf of my employers has only made me see that I have lost a lot of my personal time because of this job. I plan to be free from them by the end of April.

If I can only stay true to myself and turn in my letter... robot

word of the day:
jocosely : adv - being of a joking or humorous nature
ie., We made our way jocosely through downtown Thursday night, enjoying ourself to the fullest.
catiedid:
i will make sure you turn in your letter! you deserve better. friends don't let friends get taken advantage of wink you're my friend, right? biggrin

being true to yourself is even harder then truly knowing yourself. or perhaps they go hand in hand.

[Edited on Mar 20, 2005 10:17AM]
josephene:
Your words sound so familiar. About a year ago, I was at that point in my job. Being taken advantage of, and feeling the urge to move on. My letter written, I was in the process of looking for something better when a new opportunity opened up here to make it much more appealing to stay. The reason my job had sucked so bad was because there was no where to go. And I need to feel challenged to be interested. It seems a bit different with your situation, but I just wanted to let you know I sympathize with you. You'll be taken advantage of until you change it, unfortunately...they won't wake up one day and change. Only you can change your future. I wish you the best of luck and clarity on this issue, honey. Quitting is easier said than done, keep strong.

I'm sorry I have been negligent on commenting to you, I do keep up on your life... biggrin

Did you have a good weekend? kiss

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