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dave's brother and his boyfriend (his brother's, not dave's) are really awesome. granted, i would think most people who bought me cheesecake and beer are awesome, but they withstood further tests throughout the night. they are really frustrating though, cause im not better than either of them, so put together, i stand no chance against them whatsoever.

i had to miss two lectures in waiting, but i finally have a dresser. so awesome. and its actually kind of nice.

first round of exams is over, thank god. time to start studying for the next round. and yeah, still trying to get to chi-town.

so i just ready a study about the effects on motor and psycho development of children exposed to cocaine in utero. within the study, the highest number of cigarettes smoked per week during pregnancy was 80, the most drinks per week was 111, the most joints per week was 150, and the most rocks of cocaine 'consumed' was 386 per week of pregnancy. holy fuck,...
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i think there are few things funnier than a bear in a clown suit. and yeah, there are way too many attractive girls in my class.

i have my first exam of med school tomorrow, and its kind of weird. i had suspected that i would be much more nervous about it, but i think that i somehow managed to prepare well. i think when i have less free time, and i feel more of a crunch between different commitments, that i will feel more stressed about exams and whatnot. as...
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going to try to study some cell molec at the south street diner and see what happens. probably will end up at the library before too long studying biochem.

med school is so fucking weird. im really looking forward to getting out of the classroom and heading to st. e's tomorrow to talk to patients. i really have no idea what type of patient i will be interviewing, but i know that it will be more dynamic than the regulation of gene expression in the T7 bacteriophage. well, ok, i dont KNOW this, but...
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its so weird to construct an identity here. i rarely feel like im being me. but, i suppose, the act of showing people someone i want them to see is being me. im so weak.

i really like 'donnie darko' a lot, but man oh man, are there are lot of stupid people that do as well. i think there is a good deal of symbolism in the movie, and yeah, theres a lot of stuff im not getting and dont understand. but i think a lot of people just assume that its awesome cause they dont understand it, and...
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