Thursday Oct 06, 2005

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I wore my teeth in my hand so I could mess up the hair of the night

The Velvet Underground

selling my labor/energy too cheaply - but I'm beginning to see the light

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lizfitts:
I love Dostoevsky - though I have never read that one. But I will!

Are you here now? What's up?

love
lizfitts:
That's me! (self portraits, of course)

There is a good channel out of Fordham, but my antenna, uh, broke off. So, I don't get a good signal from there.

How's yr mood? I went up 50% on a stabilizer & now I'm as close to superwoman as I've been in 12 years!

Wednesday Sep 14, 2005

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some words by Frank O'Hara that resonate, that I stumbled across this morning

entitled simply Poem

Instant coffee with slightly sour cream
in it, and a phone call to the beyond
which doesn't seem to be coming any nearer.
"Ah daddy, I wanna stay drunk many days"
on the poetry of a new friend
my life held precaiously in the seeing
hands of others, their...
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abra:
i like people who quote poetry in their journals.

blush
abra:
yes, here's to new friends. (i'm drinking bailey's and coffee. yum.)

Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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the Blues jumped up a rabbit
rabbit run a quarter mile
that poor little furry bunny
scared just like a baby child
.........and if you ain't scared, man , you ain't right

Taj Mahal

trying to shake this earthbound muddy-minded
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juniordeputy:
haha. that was the best comment ever!
marigold:
indeed.

Thursday Sep 01, 2005

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a good jog around the Plaza - tends to make me word

every man lives a life of quiet desperation

-paraphrase from Thoreau-

so I'm not the only one who gets punched in the face every time I stand up and stretch out in glory.

maybe that's what makes me philosophical - failure

there seems to be no woman in the world my spiritual shape...
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india:
there will be more than one woman in the world 'your spirtual shape' you just havent met em yet
rainwolfkin:
i appreciate your reponse. smile

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you only get punched in the face for standing up in glory because others are trying to do the same. expansion. we just can't help it. like the question of satisfaction...we just keep searching. if we find something, we want something more. like little plants fighting each other for the best position in the sunlight...

Friday Jul 15, 2005

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multiple choice question:

Which do you prefer - chocolate or the unknown?

a) chocolate, silly
b) the unknown is curiouser and curiouser all the time
c) Helsinki, Finland for obvious reasons
d) I hate you for writing this dumb insenstive assholery
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sunfeather:
Your 'except on Thursdays' is priceless! tongue
Reminds me of The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Arthur Dent: 'It must be Thursday, I never could get the hang of Thursdays...'

But I don't really see how divinity as process is inconsistent with the second law of thermodynamics. I'm inclined to believe in both...
sunfeather:
Dude, I've been talking about thermodynamics again - come check me out!

wink

Monday Jun 27, 2005

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psychiatry - always offering a pacifier for the fire

like a wife I treat it - with honor and respect ...... a cold embrace

I dislike american medecine - it's too aggressive.

the system breeds a style that is too vigorous for my health ........ american consumers walk into a doctor's office, put cash on the barrelhead and then expect the medecine to happen -...
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marigold:
happy birthday!
rainwolfkin:
thank you for your thoughts. everyone's concerns are very warming. and london is moving again. smile

Friday Jun 10, 2005

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first I had a virus ......... and then I had a virus

a virus of the mind

tumbling through nasty

Plato was there to catch
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cathedra:
oh thank you. blush
marigold:
i'd call them unfortunate.

ba dum CH.

Sunday May 08, 2005

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nights of ice cream and beer

dreaming the dreams of a sclerotic englishman who frequented these parts - Paris and Alaska

mucking around in boats dreaming dreams and making them my own - inhabiting them - dreampiracy

the connection - the bridge between Albany and these significant parts of my pastpresent is unclear

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frankly:
seems like you haven't updated in almost as long as me!

been busy?

thanks for your sweet comment a while back. you always make me smile.
lumiere:
what a combination. yeah really hard trying to melt with this damn instrument biggrin hardly doing anything these days...

Sunday Apr 24, 2005

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she tied him to the kitchen chair
she broke his thrown - and she cut his hair
and through his lips she drew a hallelujah

Leonard Cohen

I'm drawn to women (human beings) who have lived, who are rich with experience

and to physical/spiritual surrender
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viola:
It made my night that someone else has put the word "lurve" into use. And hooray for John aka the Mountain Goats, too.
arachnequarius:
lovely lyrics, as ever. smile

Sunday Apr 17, 2005

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anger - there is no bottom to it

emoting is generally over-rated -----------------> I end up in locations that are irrational

once down on my knees to growing plants
I prodded the earth with a lazy tool
in time with a medley of sotto chants;
but becoming aware of some boys from school
who had stopped outside the fence to spy,
I stopped my song...
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arachnequarius:
oh, how i love sleater-kinney!! and yes, miss k ... whatever is the awesome. smile
waldo_jeffers:
Anger can seem like its bottomless, but I often find that it burns itself out. It can take a lot of energy to maintain a good old rage for any length of time, and I just don't even have the energy to sustain a slow simmer.
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