Friday Jul 15, 2005

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multiple choice question:

Which do you prefer - chocolate or the unknown?

a) chocolate, silly
b) the unknown is curiouser and curiouser all the time
c) Helsinki, Finland for obvious reasons
d) I hate you for writing this dumb insenstive assholery
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sunfeather:
Your 'except on Thursdays' is priceless! tongue
Reminds me of The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Arthur Dent: 'It must be Thursday, I never could get the hang of Thursdays...'

But I don't really see how divinity as process is inconsistent with the second law of thermodynamics. I'm inclined to believe in both...
sunfeather:
Dude, I've been talking about thermodynamics again - come check me out!

wink

Monday Jun 27, 2005

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psychiatry - always offering a pacifier for the fire

like a wife I treat it - with honor and respect ...... a cold embrace

I dislike american medecine - it's too aggressive.

the system breeds a style that is too vigorous for my health ........ american consumers walk into a doctor's office, put cash on the barrelhead and then expect the medecine to happen -...
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marigold:
happy birthday!
rainwolfkin:
thank you for your thoughts. everyone's concerns are very warming. and london is moving again. smile

Friday Jun 10, 2005

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first I had a virus ......... and then I had a virus

a virus of the mind

tumbling through nasty

Plato was there to catch
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cathedra:
oh thank you. blush
marigold:
i'd call them unfortunate.

ba dum CH.

Sunday May 08, 2005

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nights of ice cream and beer

dreaming the dreams of a sclerotic englishman who frequented these parts - Paris and Alaska

mucking around in boats dreaming dreams and making them my own - inhabiting them - dreampiracy

the connection - the bridge between Albany and these significant parts of my pastpresent is unclear

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frankly:
seems like you haven't updated in almost as long as me!

been busy?

thanks for your sweet comment a while back. you always make me smile.
lumiere:
what a combination. yeah really hard trying to melt with this damn instrument biggrin hardly doing anything these days...

Sunday Apr 24, 2005

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she tied him to the kitchen chair
she broke his thrown - and she cut his hair
and through his lips she drew a hallelujah

Leonard Cohen

I'm drawn to women (human beings) who have lived, who are rich with experience

and to physical/spiritual surrender
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viola:
It made my night that someone else has put the word "lurve" into use. And hooray for John aka the Mountain Goats, too.
arachnequarius:
lovely lyrics, as ever. smile

Sunday Apr 17, 2005

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anger - there is no bottom to it

emoting is generally over-rated -----------------> I end up in locations that are irrational

once down on my knees to growing plants
I prodded the earth with a lazy tool
in time with a medley of sotto chants;
but becoming aware of some boys from school
who had stopped outside the fence to spy,
I stopped my song...
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arachnequarius:
oh, how i love sleater-kinney!! and yes, miss k ... whatever is the awesome. smile
waldo_jeffers:
Anger can seem like its bottomless, but I often find that it burns itself out. It can take a lot of energy to maintain a good old rage for any length of time, and I just don't even have the energy to sustain a slow simmer.

Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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My candle burns at both ends,
It will not last the night.
But ah my friends - and oh my foes,
It leaves a lovely light

Edna St. Vincent-Millay

volunteering to teach literacy and math in the prisons is where I'm at lately

the prison-industrial complex in America is an astonishing trap for disadvantaged young men & women - many of whom are very bright...
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rainwolfkin:
nirvana doesn't know shit. ask harvard university. fish do have feelings. and complex social systems. mad
waldo_jeffers:
I love the quote!

Good luck with the teaching. I sometimes play chess with my housemate but He gets so competitive about it that it takes the fun out of it. All the same, I invariably beat him and he does tend to be a poor loser. He insists on telling me at length about how I got lucky and he had such and such a flawless strategy worked out. He doesn't seem to grasp that its really easy to work out a flawless strategy until, that is, you take into account the fact that your opponent isn't actually going to play into your hands by making all of those conveniently dumb moves!! biggrin

PS Thanks for your explanation of the depression and maths thing. I can see where you are coming from now and yes, it makes sense!

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Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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I burn the candle at both ends -
It will not last the night.

But ah my friends - and oh my foes,
It leaves a lovely light

Edna St. Vincent-Millay

volunteering to teach literacy and math in the prisons - is where I'm at lately. I can't wait to get started

Thursday Apr 07, 2005

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well of course I'd like to sit around and chat
well of course I'd like to stay and chew the fat

Radiohead

......... is good medecine for putting minds back together

for any of the likes of you who may lie somewhere on the depression-anxiety matrix - a mathematical degree might be a good thing ......... look into your local engineering college

collapse. accumulate. there...
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waldo_jeffers:
So how can depression help with mathematics (or how can mathematics help with depression)? I am just curious. I used to like maths and I have also had problems with depression but during my depressive phases, I was never able to concentrate nd for maths you need to concentrate.
rainwolfkin:
i think they've taken your mind apart too. what vat of chocolate are you talking about?

Thursday Apr 07, 2005

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well of course I'd like to sit around and chat ..........
well of course I'd like to stay and chew the fat ........

Radiohead

............ is good medecine for putting minds back together

for any of the likes of you that may lie somewhere on the depression-anxiety matrix - a mathematical degree might be a good thing .......... look into your local engineering college

collapse....
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Sunday Mar 20, 2005

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mind like a clock

have had this piece of Hamlet in my head for half a week

madness in great ones must not unwatched go

the satisfaction of burning cheap cigars in the spring air - of the rich taste of smoke in my mouth, in my face - is where I'm at lately

in-between sitting in groups at a sort of extra-ordinary outpatient clinic...
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frankly:
man, read my journal. i think i need a little outpatient care too!! hope you are o.k.? smile
rainwolfkin:
i wrestle complexities every day. my mind hurts and i'm exhausted. i wish a doctor would come looking for me frown

Wednesday Mar 09, 2005

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I cut my finger on a wine glass

after having a violent discussion with my parents about what I was doing with my life

*fighting my way out of a corner*

and why

and how

*solving technical problems for a living - forcing my neurotic energy onto the page*

they love me - love is enough
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pekoe:
Luv is enough! And a big thanks for your luvn' words. wink
lumiere:
Oh you...that was so sweet thing to say kiss

Heheh I fought with my parents today...bacause of a stupid pearcing thing tongue

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