I'm having a really shit week... I'm not going to complain about it because for the people who have been reading my journals, they know that I hate miniscule complaints.
However, I have analyzed a portion of my life and I have decided that it's either me or other people - mainly people that I thought were friends- who are making me feel really crap. (I know what you're thinking "she's brilliant!... it's either her or others... sharp as a tack!") *giggles* but I'm ranting ok?!
Anyway, so I have 2 choices. I can either move back to the UK, where I have friends, business contacts and in-laws OR I can move to New Zealand where everything will be new. Now, I heart the UK... and it's pretty safe in terms of having social supports, but I think that living in the land of Kiwis will help me to figure out if it's me or others. I don't know what to do, I just know that I can't stay here. I think I'm on the verge of a breakdown...
I hate myself right now.
However, I have analyzed a portion of my life and I have decided that it's either me or other people - mainly people that I thought were friends- who are making me feel really crap. (I know what you're thinking "she's brilliant!... it's either her or others... sharp as a tack!") *giggles* but I'm ranting ok?!
Anyway, so I have 2 choices. I can either move back to the UK, where I have friends, business contacts and in-laws OR I can move to New Zealand where everything will be new. Now, I heart the UK... and it's pretty safe in terms of having social supports, but I think that living in the land of Kiwis will help me to figure out if it's me or others. I don't know what to do, I just know that I can't stay here. I think I'm on the verge of a breakdown...
I hate myself right now.
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Sorry to hear you're having such a shit time. Hope things get better soon.