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relevantswitch

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Tuesday Apr 19, 2005

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Most of the time, weeks prance by me like a herd of Santa's Elves dressed in S&M gear, once the initial shock of seeing it passes by, it loses it's mystique. The past month has stuck around in my head a bit longer than most. I keep seeing the futility of my daily efforts slip out of my grasp. I can't seem to gain any momentum and every solitary second burns itself into my brain without any lasting effect on anyone else. I work in a world filled to it's very eye sockets with ignorance and bigotry. There are days where it's hard to justify my efforts, hard to be pleasent to them, and even harder to want to succeed. Half the time I'd prefer to see them fail, the other half I want them to succeed in just the areas that I've helped them on. . . grrrrrr..... so there's my shitty self centered opinion for this day. . . plus I can't find my car keys..... is that some subconscious way of delaying my work day??????? grrrrr.... damn psycho-symantic response . . .
cheech:
Yeah, I get the "not again"s every freakin Monday morning. And keep in mind- things have been way better than normal for me the last few days. It's still not good enough. I will die before I set foot in this building (hi, I'm at work) in 2006. I am waaay too in a life-rut. People will read this and think, "Man, you get to go online a couple hours at work; what could be wrong?" I'll tell ya- it's having worked in places that are better. Knowing that there's a better way out there, at many other branches where I could work.
Bit of good news- my biz trip tomorra. I will not set foot in here the next 3 days.
Apr 19, 2005
goatsgotohell:
Great to see you two again, take care and look forwards to the next time. smile
Apr 30, 2005

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