rejoicingpeasant

so i, uh.. got dumped today. heh. it was strangely relieving, since i'd sort of been anticipating it for the last few days. it still sucked though. i've only ever been dumped ONCE. when i was like fourteen or fifteen. his name was guy, and he was my very first "serious" boyfriend. which means he was the first dude i dated AND liked. he dumped me after a week, and i was devastated. two weeks later, i was dating his best friend. the nazi! yeah.

it's so weird that i'm in such a good mood. my teeth fuckin hurt. the guy i'm crazy about just broke up with me. i'm broke. i have few friends. my stepdad is mad at me. I HAVE A LEG CRAMP!!! hehe. has anyone seen 'open water'? that movie traumatized me. bob bought it for me.. for valentine's day. as a joke, i think. or maybe not, since he didn't get me anything else. hm. what a douche.

i'm almost done with lullaby. i haven't really had much time to read it. it's not as good as i'd hoped. interesting concept though. the story revolves around a culling song.

between 2001 and 2004, there've been 56 shark attacks on new smyrna beach. fucked if you ever get me near ocean water. fuck you. i ain't doin it. you can take your fuckin sharks and fuckin glowing-death-fish and cram them right up your goddamn balloon knot. i'm not sure who this rant is directed toward.

'apocolypse now' is on. it's fucked up. i love it.