rejoicingpeasant

the quote in italics (see pot-induced post below) is from an ex-boyfriend of mine. i meant to say that when i was updating before but uh.. i died of cancer. or something. i'm sad. and i feel sick.

i watched half of closer last night. i can identify with that situation so well it scares me. i had to stop it halfway through and crawl into bed. and then i had one of those rare good moods. talked hellix's ear off for about forty minutes or so. and he let me. and.. it meant a lot. so thank you.

i don't know. what can save me now? the tick, perhaps. and i think i have a few upright citizen's brigade reruns on bob's computer. there's always weed. and then fiona apple. or verbena. look at that! a whole new window of opportunity! -gun to throat-