reject_jeff

"be the change you want in the world" does that imply if you want to tear it down to the base so that society can further evolve past this pathetic point were stuck at

Well lets see im getting really annoyed with these people I let into my life,planting the knife in my back. Then they wonder why im always being a jerk. Maybe im sick of dealing with all the crap. I guess I'm just going to half to see hows willing to push past that to get to know me

i finally turned 21 last friday and its was amazing. i got piss drunk with all my friends, the next moring sucked i was so hung over i puked blood . and i also started dating on of my best friends

i count down tell the day i turn 21, yet i don't feel exicted, i feel like i have one more thing that was robbed from me. i think of how i'll never get to get robert so drunk he piss himself. i thought that time would help heal the wound of his death but as time go's on i hurt more then ever before....
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Since the first day i found out i have shown emotion once.

At first i tried to drink the emotions away,

then i tried to ignore them but neither seemed to do the trick.

Finally i worked my body to total exchation daily.

The pain was buried for awhile.

Now that i have come to the boiling point,

now that i am trying to let...
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