I came to terms with being an addict and have been sober for seven years. I have taken responsibility for the pain I caused in those years of addiction. Hell I have even taken responsibility for my part in starting the addiction cycle that lead to the death of one of the kindest people I’ve ever met. Despite all this my biggest mistake has always been her. She shaped every relationship since her, helped me discover my faith, and is tied to the best memories of my teenage years; which there are very few. I have been able to bury this regret for years until on chance meeting you again. Once I saw you I remembered everything about us. The fact that you brought out the best in me and I worst the prime example of a shitty teenage boy. How I wish I could make amends to you yogi.
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