This week had destroyed me.I have watched for more years then I can count my dad rot away on Thursday he quit trying to fight after 15 years and od on pain pills causing a heart attack that left him brain dead.on monday my mother decide to pull the plug on him and my sister blamed her for his death.that alone broke me..the one person that I turned to for help trying not to fall apart i fell akward around due to finding out she has fellings towards me,and thought I would do anything to make her happy and fell the same I fell that my dads death has spiralled my depression to a point I cant come back from and that I need to sever ties so thst when my depression wins it doesn't destroy her...