Eight years later and I've done nothing to honor you. I've poisoned every relationship in my life in the time since you passed. For the longest time I tried to downed my self in the bottom of any bottle I could find. I've stopped trying to downed my demons but I feel as if I'm forever falling down the rabbit hole.I guess there's nothing do now but stumble thought wonderland I might as well embrace the madness and see how much farther this down this rabbit hole I must fall
