so the night after my birthday my depression got really bad and i tried to kill myself. the next morning i called a friend and asked her to go with me to get help since i've never got any help fighting depression. after i got turned away from the chris center i called a friend and asked them if i could stay at there house for a couple of nights and the threatened to have me committed against my will. needless to say were no longer friends.its bad when your ex girlfriend is the only person there helping you through your depression.