Two weeks ago I still quarrelled with my cotenant...
She irritates me!
And I with my rough and direct frankness I cannot hold on without returning her inside....
I really have a shit character, I become enraged in the quarter of ballot -__-
whatever, the couple of the house still parts but this time, she has already moved (certainly also because of me
)So now, we must find a new cotenant for september, and it's me who has to receive and meet the new people for leaving with us in our house (The fear, the stress and the panic invade me) because all my cotenants are out of the home for work season and holidays.....
In spite of all these events, the atmosphere of the house is serene and relaxed
Mishka is maybe pregnant !?
in two or three weeks maybe i'll be a really happy mistress
Wait and see....
My home has never been so clean those last days
I'm proud of that evolution !
I still in search....
I'm just badly equipped, I've no more ink in my printer and I've got to wait for the next pay to acquire it
That reduce for a moment my radius of action but I don't arrest in that I persevere !
I'M A WINNER IF I WANT !
(Listening "Smash Mouth")
I've made new meetings which woke my motivation and my imagination
My trust in me is raising it as a arrow, I don't have fewer fear of seeing the life for real, nor of assaulting people, my anger left me for making a tour far away i hope
I must move my fat ass for going to see all of they !
Say them that I think of them tenderly isn't sufficient, I think....
GOOD EVENING ALL !!!