reichieru

Wow how time flies! it seems like just yesterday i found out i was pregnant, now i'm almost 23 weeks and it hasn't even felt that long. I am so excited and scared for march to come! I think ill adapt pretty quickly though. I'll have 2 months off when i have Eryka so that will be nice . So We found out Jay has Metabolic syndrome, which isn't fatal or anything but he is really upset obviously. I am too but i mean i'm not gonna worry about it there is no sense in worrying over things you personally cannot control... and its sort of a blessing in disguise. Cause now he has to eat super healthy and avoid high sodium's and all that so in essence we will both be healthier cause i will obviously be eating pretty much what he is. So i feel everything will work out, i'm not gonna stress over it and i hope he isn't either. I went with him to get his chest x-ray yesterday and our dr. will call him when he looks it over cause he suspects he might have an enlarged heart from the inflamation. But anyways, back to good news. Eryka already has loads of baby clothes from my sister and jay's dad. It's so cute. And my mom got her the cutest little tiger costume! So it will fit her next halloween and we can take super cute pictures haha. She is so wild, she kicks all day now. I love it though, it makes me happy knowing she is there and active. I couldn't of asked for a better time in my life to get pregnant. Me and Jay are so good now and i truely believe in the phrase "Everything happens for a reason". I mean a year ago we hated eachother and wouldn't talk, and now its like heaven. Jay will be the best daddy ever and i can't wait for us to get married after Eryka is here and all the other good things to come.