reichieru

So once again i was promised the money sent to me last friday. didn't get it. he obviously didnt send it. and obviously i'm never going to get it because he is a douchebag and only cares about himself. these are all of the things i wish i could of said to him while we were together but he is a ticking time bomb and would have been a girl about it. I have never in my life met someone with so many issues. and i could care less how this looks. i am venting again. if you don;t like it dont read it. i am never talking to him again after this morning. what a waste of 1 thousand dollars and 6 months of my life. i should of known though.. seeming all of his ex gf's feel the same way really. i know he owes his ex before me a thousand dollars too. So whatever. i wish i knew how he really was before i got myself into that shit.what the fuck was i thinking? oh and not to mention the fact that he did in fact go into my myspace last december and write stupid shit on it like he's in highschool because he is so jealous. i couldnt even talk to GIRLS without him accusing me of shit. and i do not need that. nor do i need to be with an immature 36 year old who cant pay for anything. and i can't believe how many young girls on here fall for it too. its unbelievable. he is all about how he is "mr. romantic and sensual" ya ok... in a million years. Can we say just a plain asshole? he is cruel and selfish. him being romantic and nice? ya ok maybe the last thing on this earth? And he still has a picture of me up on his myspace with the caption "betrayer" under it. how funny considering he is the betrayer and moved across the country. SWEET DEAL. i love when people try to play the victim. It's funny how no one likes him except for people online? Make sense? i think so. so fuck off and have fun being alone forever.

I now can say i am happily back with jay. We talked about EVERYTHING and things are great and our time away from each other made a huge improvement because things are better than ever. So i guess everything worked out in the end. and now i just have to move on and forget about the money i desperately needed right now.