reichieru

hm. got some shit to get off my chest... first of all me and josh are done. i broke up with him because it isn't gonna work in anyway shape or form. we are just way too different and he definitely isn't the person i thought he was. He thought i was cheating on him with everyone i talked to. he broke up with me like twice for things that he did. everytime we argued he would be like "oh then why dont you just break up with me". and last but not least, he moved to oregon and said he would be back in a couple months and then changed his mind to probably not coming back. So please if anyone can explain to me how this would ever fucking work please let me know. cause now all im doing is getting shit from him about how hurt he is and how horrible i am. let me remind you that you didnt seem to give a fuck everytime you broke up with me or told me to break up with you. I'm sorry your hurt, but i don't regret anything i have said because its the truth and i'm now paying attention to myself and what I want and to just be happy for once... and i am looking forward to it more than anything. I have had so much fun lately just going out and being around new friends and stuff, its just a really good feeling.