reichieru

So what a fucking morning. didn't sleep at all. woke up at 5:30 to get ready for work. wicked fucking shitty out. got on the highway to go to work and what happens? my car fishtails and goes off the side of the highway at full speed into a ditch. And at impact my cup of tea that my mom made me flew across my...
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I hate how i apparently never say the right thing. maybe i should just keep everything in like i used to. i feel stupid and wish that the one person i want to understand this would, and not everyone else because that doesnt help me.

i need some really good news.

happy thanksgiving?

mine was ok could of been better i suppose.

my life is...
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ho hum. well last night was sweet! and um there is some kind of beetle crawling on my wall and its gross? thank god tomorrow is friday! i have been in the iv room way too much this week and i am in there again tomorrow and monday gah kill me now. i love it in there but not when i have entirely way too...
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aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!.... ok i feel a little better now. so work is gay this week and im kind of worried about my mom. bleh. i'm exhausted and definitely can't wait for tomorrow cause its friday... woo. god i hate the internet.

so I am bored. i had to work all weekend so i took a much needed nap when i got home today for a good 2 hours. score. i REALLY need to do some laundry but i have to get enough motivation to do it and i don't know if that will come tonight lol. I'm FINALLY all better, jesus that was a shitty couple...
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ugh, jesus fucking christ. i hate my doctor. my stomach is upside down and i hate this feeling in every way.

ahhhh.

ho hummm... so my life has been pretty intense in many different ways this past week.. i did a lot of thinking. so i'm really hoping things go good for me for once, i wouldn't mind being happy with everything in my life...

new apartment finally. score one. job is going excellent. score two. i am going to have a new car in the next 1-5 months. score three! amanda is cutting and highlighting my hair for me cause she rules. score four!..

update.





So i love my new job at the elliot hospital. its sweet.

I still am homeless and very homesick. ...

hopefully ill have enough extra money between septmeber and october to get a new car.



I have a lot of anxiety and i want to have a place to call home.......

So my apartment burnt down last night. i have no place to live. man is my life swell right now.

So today sucked. I had a tattoo appointment and i decided why not get my hood pierced while im there cause ive been wanting to do it. So... we go to do it, i drop my drawers, and bob checks out my situation and comes to the conclusion that my hood isnt big enough for the piercing, i pretty much wanted to cry i am...
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