I want to be able to trust that if there is a problem it’s my fault. I spent my adult life as a schizophrenic and I broke free this year. We can’t blame ourselves if we have a problem. But you want a girlfriend who is always right, even when she is angry. In this house if there is a problem it better be my...
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I have strong unmet emotional standards. I want a woman who is intrinsically incapable of meeting what I consider being violated. I want an woman who will never violate me. I want a relationship with zero none emotional violations. I had a very good relationship with my grandmother. But I have have memories of my mother from childhood. I have good memories of my father...
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I found out how to say something. The word that came in my mind is “Sensibility” Sensibility about the way we support each other is the hottest thing a woman can ever have in my eyes. When I relate to a woman basically a practice of bonding with our sensibilities and we both will have cool way of being cool. I know the coolest way...
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This is an update of what I have been up to for all my Suicide Girls who Love me with the Love of the Goddess! 🖐🏼🍨🖐🏼🍟🖐🏼🍕🙃🤐☺️
I am schizophrenic and I am working on building evidence that there can be a psychic element to schizophrenia. Consider the most common as serious psychic drama there is. Ita really hard on me based on what I expect...
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Number one, there is no sex allowed on Suicide Girls. The world would never think that nakedness is not sexual. But I do. And my smart Suicide Girls friends fully understand that being naked is not sexual. Despite them not knowing my mind is wired the same way. With all of my understanding of human nature, SG is the smartest and healthiest (and smart because
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Today is my birthday and my guys surprised me an hour before midnight and sang happy birthday. I fixed up my camera and made them do it several more times so I could make a tape. 🥥🧝🏼🍽
And then Taylor said he will give me a birthday party on his YouTube show. I have the link. I am embarrassed of myself for only the first...
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I had a beautiful sequence of visions that I was compelled to go through that ended really good like a proverb about life and destiny. Like the show friends. I was playing Angel. I don’t know how real it was. The greatest prayer is just “make me more pleasant” not even help. You just absorb it! Humans are very absorbent in my polytheistic reinterpretation of
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My Goal in life is to Make Money as an Actor and Filmmaker and Get a cool Wife. As soon as Possible make PG Rated Films and Tv Episodic style shows on YouTube to practice. And then make Lightly Naked films and episodic shows and sell them something like MV. Start a film company. Only Lightly Naked. And one day have some stories to license...
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Hello SG Land! 💙🐈💙🍽💙🦠💙
This YouTube video I made is about my new goblin voice. I was shy in the
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