I am convinced that I am a specific kind of human who is the best, and there CAN be as many Men who can Be a Best who really are the best because our life measures up. For us it is destiny. We foresee our ideal selfs and we also live a life restricted by predestination and controlled by our future perfect self. And perfect is not a big deal. I believe being perfect is one of the best forms for a combination of good things and between mates, a shared compatibility with flaws that our ideal mate will relish in. Being perfect of the best is a type that is subjective to the ways each other person is perfect. 😘😘😘🧠❤️
All my life I was committed to finding and ideal mate, and I am a virgin because I was determined not to fail. The three times in life that I would have settled for someone who was not the best in the world, destiny prevented me from being her mate. Margarita, Jamie, Davisha. It was my destiny that determined this was “no” and would not let it happen. My life is only a heroic story and I am never sad. I am a pretentious pain in the ass because I know any way I really am better or not better than any other specific man, and someone is going to love me because I love the things that makes girls happy. 💞💙💞🧸💞💙💞
My problems in life with how I feel about myself are very lame and I am aware of that because it’s about how I am better than other people and they don’t acknowledge my greatness. No one is entitled to tell me I am not allowed to feel hurt for these kinds of things. The worst thing in the world is when I say something about myself knowing I am intelligently asexual and a calculating virgin. And a woman tells me it was a lie if I was cool. And it hurts my feelings so much when women don’t believe me and assume I have lust desires to have sex with her. I am prepared to curse the whole world for not accepting the way I am better as normal male mating psychology. And also it’s sad because, None of my social circle believe any of the Suicide Girls think of me as a friend and they definitely don’t believe I can get one girl to be my girlfriend who has human problems that I am perfect to help fix with my clingy ass and narcissism. 💖🧛🏻💖🙌🏼💖🧝🏼♀️💖
I am thinking about the love and how my new super beautiful friend doubts my relationship goals in life. But she does know I am just being super cute in an affectionate way when I say I want to chomp the edge of the head of her penis. And now I am coming out of the closet as a friend zoner. When any attractive woman who I feel good about enters my social circle I am going to friend zone her. I am going to exclusively get in the relationship with a woman who is elected as the best. And it take at least two weeks after it is hopeless. I pick girls who would never be mad at me for my crush on her and trying. I play my @lolli live stream video on her wall all the time and it’s cute until i give up hope for her. And I am convinced if this is all hopeless she will feel for me as a friend who feels good about me forever. 💞❤️💞🌹💞❤️💞
I am a hopeful romantic and not hopeless. 💞💙💞👽💞❤️💞
I WANT A NARCISSISTIC WORTHY AND GOOD PEOPLE, GOOD FOR AND TO EACH OTHER, ONE BODY ONE SOUL MATING EXPERIENCE WHERE WE DO UNTO EACH OTHER THE GOOD FOR HER AND HIM WIYH MUTUAL DESIRE FOR EACH OTEHRS DESIRE, AND WE ATTACK LIFE AND GET ALL OF THE MONEY AHD THE REWARDS AS ONE BODY AND ONE FLESH. “HIS” AND “HER” NINTENDO SWITCH. “HIS” AND “HER” LAND AND EXOTIC ENVIRONMENT. “HIS” AND “HER” NOBEL PRIZES. ITS A WORTHY LIFE. 🖤🥳🖤