All I have been focusing on is making sure I have the jokes on instagram. Worrying about disappointing you keeps me focused on the game. This scene comes right before the commercial break. I think I am going crazy. I am consumed by my character Goblin. It’s really hard to stay away from his character when I’m not filming. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just...
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It’s a secret link. My goal is to make a half hour show with 10 episodes. The product will come later but I want to show what I did right now.. 🙈🙊🙉
Please Keep Me Accountable to Make a Scene Or Do Some Work Everyday! I saw a life coach who said accountability is about having people you don’t want to disappoint! It’s about having...
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This trailer is about how funny Goblin is and a little bit of understanding the friendship between Goblin and my Character portrayal of myself (Matt) in this show. I am going to be funny. I don’t type cast around how I am going to be myself in “schizophrenia”… I want it to be a half hour show but 21 minutes like a real sitcom. Understanding...
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I don’t respect when people see themselves from above the microscope and reaching up for anything they can find that is good about themselves. Basically anyone who correctness is goodness. Correct and right are 2 different things. Being right looks like alt right when you believe “good” is an interpersonal construct. Personally I always push down against what’s bad about myself. When I push down...
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I want to be able to trust that if there is a problem it’s my fault. I spent my adult life as a schizophrenic and I broke free this year. We can’t blame ourselves if we have a problem. But you want a girlfriend who is always right, even when she is angry. In this house if there is a problem it better be my...
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I have strong unmet emotional standards. I want a woman who is intrinsically incapable of meeting what I consider being violated. I want an woman who will never violate me. I want a relationship with zero none emotional violations. I had a very good relationship with my grandmother. But I have have memories of my mother from childhood. I have good memories of my father...
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I found out how to say something. The word that came in my mind is “Sensibility” Sensibility about the way we support each other is the hottest thing a woman can ever have in my eyes. When I relate to a woman basically a practice of bonding with our sensibilities and we both will have cool way of being cool. I know the coolest way...
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This is an update of what I have been up to for all my Suicide Girls who Love me with the Love of the Goddess! 🖐🏼🍨🖐🏼🍟🖐🏼🍕🙃🤐☺️
I am schizophrenic and I am working on building evidence that there can be a psychic element to schizophrenia. Consider the most common as serious psychic drama there is. Ita really hard on me based on what I expect...
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Number one, there is no sex allowed on Suicide Girls. The world would never think that nakedness is not sexual. But I do. And my smart Suicide Girls friends fully understand that being naked is not sexual. Despite them not knowing my mind is wired the same way. With all of my understanding of human nature, SG is the smartest and healthiest (and smart because
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