refused1513

You know that feeling you get when you THINK you missed a moment that could change your life. You dwell on it for a while then somehow you get over it or forget it. What do you do if you KNOW you missed that moment, because you doubted yourself. Then on a daily basis you get reminded of it, you could avoid it but you don't. The only reason you don't, is because even though it hurts to remember that moment. It still brightens your day a little to be reminded of that moment as if time stopped just for you. For a brief moment you knew true happiness and you will always hold onto it. You can relive it whenever you want.