i love the feel of a shower when it is hot enough to almost burn me, i stand in there for 30 minutes until i become numb. i am lazy today
you know in response to my last entry and what I said about love, maybe I am just crazy
dia:
Trying to understand love is like trying to understand war.....
It makes sense, but also, it doesn't....
not too much for a journal; honesty, musings, excellent....
It makes sense, but also, it doesn't....
not too much for a journal; honesty, musings, excellent....
I am in a very contemplative mood so bear with me.
I am at a stage in my life when everyone around me is changing, well actually I am the one who is changed. I mean I have the same interests as I used to and the same basic beliefs, but I am tired of the teenage angst self-destructive bullshit. I know I am not...
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I am at a stage in my life when everyone around me is changing, well actually I am the one who is changed. I mean I have the same interests as I used to and the same basic beliefs, but I am tired of the teenage angst self-destructive bullshit. I know I am not...
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a little too much rambling for one entry dont you think?
I am in a very contemplative mood so bear with me.
I am at a stage in my life when everyone around me is changing, well actually I am the one who is changed. I mean I have the same interests as I used to and the same basic beliefs, but I am tired of the teenage angst self-destructive bullshit. I know I am not...
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I am at a stage in my life when everyone around me is changing, well actually I am the one who is changed. I mean I have the same interests as I used to and the same basic beliefs, but I am tired of the teenage angst self-destructive bullshit. I know I am not...
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seeing as no one reads these I am going to leave my thoughts to myself
dia:
I just read it.
reflectedimage:
dia you have given me the will to li...err keep writing in this journal
I am tired, bored, and lonely today is going to be depressing. yep thats it.
well its another one of those 3 a.m. days. I feel like doing so much with this time but I can't decide what to do. right now its tear garden for me. I want to make some music right now but I am pissed off because I upgraded my software and I can now longer save in mp3 format! ITS AN UPGRADE!!!!!! I have a...
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music for cats by cevin key is wonderful. I haven't heard his newest one yet but I have orgasms just thinking about a reunion with ogre
music for cats by cevin key is wonderful. I haven't heard his newest one yet but I have orgasms just thinking about a reunion with ogre
AH....FINALLY.....creative juices are back, I think I will make an esperanto lyric song over dark electronic noise...for some reason I have a strange obsession with esperanto today. any suggestions?