reece

hmm.

why does it seem that song lyrics can always express my emotions far better than i can?


...don't wanna spend the rest of my days dreaming yesterdays daydreams...

ok. so here's the deal. i'm trying to figure out how to tell this girl that i like her. i've liked her for a few years, and we're good friends. it would be easy except for the following:

1: she lives about 2000 miles away
2: she has a boyfriend, who she lives with, but is getting ready to move out

she has made allusions...
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happy fuckin' new year.

b-l-a-h.

i watched a few guided by voices songs tonight. and laughed at the chumps that paid $22 to see them instead of just sneaking in like i did.

the only thing i have to say about them: old and boring. made me remember why i've never really liked them.

blah.

so. tonight i had a 5-shot americano. and i'm still buzzing. that's way tooooo much caffeine.

i'm hoping to head to colorado next weekend to find some snow. my snowboard is feeling neglected.

and.. i'm excited and depressed to be going home in a couple of weeks. it'll be nice to get away from work for awhile.

fuck.

so i've got to move. that's one thing that sucks about living in apts owned by your employer. when they want to move you around, you're pretty much screwed. so i'm moving from a super nice place, with lots of room and a HUGE kitchen to a shitty place with a twin bed and a tiny kitchen. this sucks.

blah.

i've been a slave to the tv all weekend. i feel like i've lost at least a year of education. will someone remind me why i bought a satellite dish?

i need to move back west. i miss big trees and the prospect of being to the ocean in a number of hours, as opposed to 1+ days.

ah.
my first entry:

the personal:

single. 29 year-old park ranger. likes caves. books. art films. collecting records and endlessly listening to music. prefers the perfect oregon snow for winter snowboarding escapades. loves to cook, loves to travel. willing to cuddle for extended periods, and always puts the girl first.

looking for: a cute girl. intelligence a plus. someone to lounge on the couch, watch...
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