redwulf

I can't believe I'm working at Starbucks again. I think I told myself I would never work there again. And, somehow I forgot that. But, I like the store I'm working at. It's busy and a lot of people to talk to. I wonder if my energy will run out sooner or later as it usually does. More coffee?

Tried out for a band last week. I made it. They sounded like Radiohead. I sang for them and played guitar. They wanted me to come in and sing vocals for a few recordings. I didn't show up. Why? I'm not really sure. Maybe the fact that it was an already existing project. I've written so much music, and put so much time into the sound I want...it almost seems a waste to use other people's ideas. I put that wrong....I'm not necessarily writing something...but playing this weird voice in my head. It sings to me. I get closer and closer to that sound...i can't stop now.

Jackie came and visited. It was great to see him. We're both different now in our older age. 25! I like the man he is now. Bastard.

Biking a lot. Dear god it's tiring. But, it makes me so damn happy!!!