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redwinterroses

Middle of Nowhere.

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Wednesday Sep 07, 2005

Sep 7, 2005
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After weeks of wondering where I'm supposed to be, what I'm supposed to be doing, if I should just kill myself or try and fix things, praying for some kind of sign --

BANG!

My path is now bluntly laid out for me. And God has made it very painfully clear where I am supposed to be. I don't necessarily understand, and it is so hard to trust, and most of all I hope that you can too.

I am scared to death.

We need to talk, and I have something to show you.
I'm coming to see you.

VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
deadly_photo:
What are you supposed to be? You're supposed to be YOU, girl!
Sep 9, 2005
hemightbegiant:
Funny how that works sometimes eh?

I was having a very hard time in my life...
and I asked for guidance...
and this HUGE Lunar Moth showed up at the place I work.
He hung around for 3 days until I realized he was there to tell me that a big change was coming...
the night I figured that out, my gf dumped me for my "best friend"...
the next day he was gone.
Sep 13, 2005

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