redwildflower

Okay it's offical. I'm a biatch, or am I. Okay here's what happened. The new guy I'm dating and I got a little hot and heavy. Well then in the middle of everything he just goes flat (if you know what I mean). I was like did I hurt you or something and he said no it just happens sometimes. SO, I get upset because I'm thinking it's me and he's not attracted to me. I get a little over upset and start crying. Really my self esteem has been low lately and that was just my last straw to think I"m the ugliest girl in the world. Then he feels like a total jerk. I just went to the bathroom got into pjs and went to bed. I wouldn't really let him touch me. You know the whole a foot inbetween each other. When he left he was still saying it wasn't you.

He said the reasoning is that he gets so nervous and works himself up so much to perform that he just goes down from the pressure. So, to all you guys out there should I believe him? I mean it sounds realistic, but I just don't want to be with someone who doesn't find me fully attractive you know.

Let me know.

Then I'm like is he even going to talk to me if I'm over it. I mean I must have made him feel like such a jerk. I'm horrible at handling situation like that.