redwildflower

Wow! Look at this I'm actually updated my journal! It's craziness I know.

I've come to three decisions:

VITAL DECISIONS!
I hate my job!
I hate my hobbies!
I hate how I look!

So WOO HOO! I'm changing it all damn it! Oh yeah you heart me, or read me! lol

JOB- Going to update my resume and start again. I'll keep this job until I find something else. I have this weekend off so it's going to be all about my resume and getting started. Newspaper subscription and all.



HOBBIES- So, all my hobbies (if you can call them that) are massively boring. Even I hate them. So, I'm switchin' it up. I've had this ugly ass guitar that was a gift in my corner for 3 years collecting webs. Time to bring it out. I'm going to sign up for private lessons and hope that whoever it is can work around my work schedule. I'm sure they can. New hobby! Check!

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I wish that's what mine looked like. It's a full on purple acoustic! UGH! But it will do while my poor ass saves.

LOOKS- This one has really been bugging me. When I'm unhappy a good indication is I gain wieght and don't die my hair or anything. So, I'm bringing myself back. Workouts 2 hours a day 6 days a week plus much much more. I need to stop being self concsious and start being myself.


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Things have got to change. I'm tired of it and if there's one thing I'm good at it's change! Bring it on biatchs!