redwildflower

Long dating entry beware:

Okay so that guy that I was all excited about is still around but just kinda sucks. I was so down today because he didn't call for like 4 days and then he was a dick and I was like do I really even like him. Maybe not.



But the guy that just moved in next door was sitting on the steps when I got home. He actually scared me. I wasn't expecting someone to be sitting on the stairs in the dark. So he introduced himself and first I was like hi and went into my apartment then shut the door, but then I was like he was hot and opened the door and was like "are you just sitting all by yourself." He was like join me. So, we talked for about an hour then I got scared because he asked if I wanted to go somewhere and get a drink and I said no I better go inside. I know I'm an idiot! I did say though that next time they are all hanging out to let me know because I don't know many people. He said he'd buy me some vodka. *sigh* He's got gorgeous eyes. I wonder if I will ever get the chance to hang out with him with my horrible hours at work. Either way it's nice to know there are others. I just need to give it time.



Work sucks. Yup that's all I got to say about that.