redwildflower

Okay so here's the deal I have this date on Saturday. We are going to see Underworld 2 and maybe a party if I like him.

His name is Bob. lol I love that name, but I call him Bobby. Anyhow, I can't figure this guy out. You see I don't like difficulty when it comes to figuring out if I like a man or not. Most guys know whether or not they like someone within the first date and usually women don't for a while. But I have talked to him every night this week for 5 hours each night and I really can't figure this guy out. Like what's he about. He is this combination of gentlemen with a sailors mouth. He's attractive no doubt about that. He's 6'1 and a husky guy which I love.

And then it dawned on me why the hell do I have to analyze him. Like why do I freak out like that. I shouldn't care. I mean I don't want a husband or anything so why the hell do I care.

I'm so annoyed at myself.