As if life wasn't hard enough...
Cancer is a horrible horrible thing. To be honest, I'm angry. My entire fathers side has died due to cancer and the few family I have left are leaving. My grandfather just passed away from Parkinsons and now my grandmother has been diagnosed with stomach cancer.
So I'm angry, for a number of reasons:
1. My mother shouldn't have to lose both parents in a 6 month period of time.
2. My immediate family shouldn't be faced with this much death in a lifetime.
3. My parents both have to retire and move to Auburn to help her.
4. I am now a burden to everyone and feel it would probably have been better if I was never born for all parties envolved.
5. The classic angry comment, this just isn't fair.
If there were ever a time I wanted to scream this would be it and yet nothing is coming out.
And I'm alone so there would be no point no one would hear me.
Cancer is a horrible horrible thing. To be honest, I'm angry. My entire fathers side has died due to cancer and the few family I have left are leaving. My grandfather just passed away from Parkinsons and now my grandmother has been diagnosed with stomach cancer.
So I'm angry, for a number of reasons:
1. My mother shouldn't have to lose both parents in a 6 month period of time.
2. My immediate family shouldn't be faced with this much death in a lifetime.
3. My parents both have to retire and move to Auburn to help her.
4. I am now a burden to everyone and feel it would probably have been better if I was never born for all parties envolved.
5. The classic angry comment, this just isn't fair.
If there were ever a time I wanted to scream this would be it and yet nothing is coming out.
And I'm alone so there would be no point no one would hear me. VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
You've probably heard this before, but I'm sure you can't possibly be a burden to everyone.
Hang in there.
But life must go on
keep it up