redvillain

Congrats on the first year. I some how missed that the first time I read your journal.

I just saw your response about the head shaving. Urblueygrl's schedule got changed, we are hoping to do it Sunday around 5PM or 6PM, instead of Saturday.

That sucks. I'll just wait till next week to shave my head. I don't think I'm going to be up for it in the morning. I've been having difficulty sleeping if I don't take my nausea medicine. I started feeling kind of crappy, so I'm going to take it, then sleep. I have to go get chemo early Monday, so I'm making the plans early on Sunday.

Hmm... Maybe, we can shave my head after the movie. You can meet us here or at Denny's after we go to the movie. That might be a good idea, let me know what you think.

What happened? I'm confused...Hope everything is alright...

dont stress too much, just do what makes you happy

its art. art is harder than people think. because its so much like a feeling, and when it starts to go downhill, its frustrating and discouraging. at least being an illustrator, it is.

and yes, i promise.

Yep, but what are they? G'head, do tell . . .

You are welcome to come at anytime, but I will be out early today. You forgot your phone here? I tried calling, but didn't hear any ringing. Like I said, you are welcome here anytime. If I'm out and you feel like hanging out, there are some DVD's in my computer bag and you are welcome to use the TV or my laptop.

2,3,4,5,8,10,11,13,14,17,22,23,25,26,28

Good lookin' out yo. I just haven't been concluded what to journal these days. Life is changing in big ways for me right now, almost all of them for the better. Guess I figured I'd record it once its over. But yeah, I'm overdue for a check-in.

hehe.... i like that single question mark. sometimes you are talking to someone in your journal--you know?

anyway how was the party?

*i AM going to give you the numbers to your photos, i already have looked through them all and caught myself staring for a long time at some of them.

I'll be going for a CT scan on Thursday, if you want to come and bring the CD then. Or maybe I can go get it one day, or on the first if you come.

Are you going to come on the 1st, Monday, for when I check into the hospital for my first round of chemo?

I'm confused. Will you be here for Sake Night, on Saturday? If so, you can just bring the CD then.

I'm not sure what time Monday. It will probably be scheduled for early in the morning and will take some time. So if you don't have plenty of time available on Monday, I suggest planning a day to come visit me in the hospital and bringing your camera. I should be there till the 5th or 6th.

I just realized that I never responded. Yes it's the 22nd. And if you want to take pictures and not drink much, that's very cool with me.

Also, I think Urblueygrl has a great idea. We'll let you know the dates of everything as we find them out. I'm glad you like the idea.

Also, I've accidently posted in my own journal before. Do you know you can delete it?

You have no idea what you have started. I might just do the the lumberjack thing.

Thanks, those kids keep me going.

As far as the novel, I dont talk all that much and remember all the quirks of the day so all of you SGers get to read about it days later.

In some cases there are alternatives, just not in mine. In my case, I get some really horrible chemo. (I don't know if you know, but there are a lot of different kinds of chemo.)

I'm sorry...

Fine and done. I feel completely better, thanks for the motivation. I actually think it was plenty of water, hot tea, and medicine.

Does that mean that you said something that you shouldn't have? Or somebody else did?