redskull

I don't remember the last post.
Sorry if I harrased you.

then...
I had a moment of weakness.
Slept with a good friend.
Had the same weakness the next night.
Strange.
It was all very strange.
That nothing has changed.
Which is good.

then...
My mother calls.
My father has a tumour.
Must be removed.
I'm going home.

then...
Work has never been better.
I am having so much fun.
I am working 12 hour days.
Every day.
I don't care.
How long will it last.
When will I break.

then...
I mailed out a birthday present.
Forgot to label it correctly.
She's going to have to do it herself.
Sorry for the inconvenience.
My mind is elsewhere, you see.
But I love you all the same.

then...
What have I become.

then...
I'll be back soon.
When the biopsy comes back.
When I have something to say.
Not just reportage.

I need a long drive.

a la prochaine, mes amis