It's my birthday today. I'm 19. I have no one to celebrate it with.
Well, my ma is coming into town next week to visit so I guess she counts. It's just weird. I should be happy and excited, but it's meaningless.
I feel like I'm starting to sleep again. I'm just not happy at all. Blah. I hate crappy "i feel depressed" sort of things, but it's something that I've had problems with for awhile, but it had been better. Now it's getting worse. Fuck life.
I can't wait to get out of the fucking dorms. I despise it here.
Anyways. Happy birthday to me. Let's hope 19 isn't as shitty as 18.
Well, my ma is coming into town next week to visit so I guess she counts. It's just weird. I should be happy and excited, but it's meaningless.
I feel like I'm starting to sleep again. I'm just not happy at all. Blah. I hate crappy "i feel depressed" sort of things, but it's something that I've had problems with for awhile, but it had been better. Now it's getting worse. Fuck life.
I can't wait to get out of the fucking dorms. I despise it here.
Anyways. Happy birthday to me. Let's hope 19 isn't as shitty as 18.
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