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Tuesday May 24, 2005

May 24, 2005
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well, my sweet, sweet children of the corn, i am back. i couldn't stay away any longer -just missed you guys too damn much.
Dylan, you are an absolute doll and i hope you find a new place to live very soon. but don't worry, you are too lovely to ever be homeless!

Ally13, right now you are my fucking hero. tomorrow we will get to hang out for the first time and then go see two amazing bands. thank you, thank you, thank you!

Abadinfluence, sorry i didn't log on for your b-day on the 14th. hope you had a good one and have you gotten my package yet?

mulholland, i wake up to you every morning and every morning it some how gets better and better...so what the fuck am i supposed to say to you on this fucken site? hah, i love you, handsome! love


to everyone else i sincerely hope you are all doing well and please tell me about all the exciting stuff i've been missing out on.

so here is me today:

everything is going really great. i'm settling into my new job, my new schedule, my new home with dave, and my new baby Beatrix:

today we sent daddy off to work in the morning, then went for a walk in the neighborhood, then swimming by the pool, then boarded the bus to the coffee house in my old neighborhood.
i'm working full time hours but only three days a week, so i have the rest of the time to do whatever i want. yesterday i went with dave to see unleashed. it was good. a great day.

i'm starting to feel kinda pathetic again, though, about not having friends. honestly, the only people i hang out with are my mulholland and beatrix-uh, she counts as a person!
maybe i'm just not good at making friends, maybe nobody wants to be my friend...
i have this really vivid memory of one recess in kindergarten, sitting under the wooden jungle gym that gave me splinters, clearing away the gravel till i got to the dirt, looking up and out across the play ground at other kids playing together, little girls chasing boys, thinking how stooopid, and knowing even then that i was such a loner. i love to observe. it gets old though.
well, keep me company people and tell me something new and exciting!


kiss skull kiss
maggie

p.s. i almost forgot. i'm taking suggestions on wht kind of coloring i should do on my hair. i wanna go dark again but with the summer sun it'll just fade. i was kinda thinking of going red again. whadaya think?
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
abadinfluence:
If you had said anything else, I would have cried.
Jun 13, 2005
mulhollanddrive:
Yeah, it sucked here too.
XoXoXo
!!! miao!! !!!
Jun 13, 2005

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