redmess

song(s): "But I'm Not" Cocteau Twins and "One Divine Hammer" The Breeders

when i was twelve and all the other girls were in love with...whatever teen dream was big back then, i was dreaming of kim deal. i was seriously in love with this woman...i won't elaborate. three years ago i saw the breeders at emo's and she was sooo drunk. the fantasy was a little squashed but then i saw her with the pixies in september and she was fucking glowing. sigh...

last weekend was amazing. me and the guy went to fredericksburg to stay with my parents. saturday night we went out and saw some live music at hondo's and i ran into a bunch of people that i hadn't seen in awhile. it was fun and i only had one drink. (the entire day of friday was spent in bed from a massive hang over). at about 2am we went to my friend jenny's house. she's getting divorced from her DOUCHE of a husband. her baby is healthy and beautiful and happy. we got to play with her for a good while. i don't want kids but oh man i loves to hold me some babies. bradley (age 5) was sleeping though but i got to admire him from the doorway. i wish i had friends in austin with kids

it's been a lazy week. after work yesterday i tried to donate blood at the on campus drive but my iron was too low. this has happened twice now. i guess i should get on a supplement. the only time i've ever given blood my veins were bruised for weeks. i had the arm of a fucking junkie.

here are some pics from our stay in the purple house:

my dad with ingrid in her fez:

dave looks so nice in my bed:
howling:
i think otto felt a little left out: