redmess

i am thankful for this pretty day, my good health, my family and friends, my babies -otto, ingrid, and willow, suicidegirls, the rose bush blooming outide, coming home to my family's purple house, last night's campfire with friends, beer money, my job, the oppurtunity to further my education, austin, music, artists, freaks...
we are so lucky in this country...pray to whatever kind of madness that you think oversees this finite chaos called existence for the people who don't even have the security to walk down their street. Iraq, Afghanistan...what can i say to you? send you a postcard with the message "wish you were here"? you were screwed to begin with -now you are royally fucked. pray for the people who wake up to a war-torn nightmare everyday and for the thousands and thousands of dead civilians. i want to apologize to the world for the past four years of American Arrogance, (well 230 years, but the past four have been in the extreme), and for the sentence of another four years to come. i love this country, it's my home. it tears me up to see it run by an ass-backwards, fundamentalist, rich good ol' boy without a clue. pray for the young men and women in danger oversees and for those already lost...i have two friends in Iraq, another leaving on december first, and one already haunted beyind repair from his time there. it's a fucking mess..
Flo Hernandez
Joe Casteneda
Mike Fuentes
Matthew Warton
i think of you guys everyday and am sending much love
pray for the 200,000+++ us veterans that are on the streets at any given moment...
america, wake the fuck up and at least be aware...

sorry to put a damper on thanksgiving. feel free to diregard the above rantings -it came out of nowhere, really. my usual cheerful self will return momentarily...
ok i'm feeling better.
now let's get drunk on turkey and red wine, bitches!